A SPECIAL THANKS

You know the things that I've dealt
You know what I've been through
You know how much pain I felt
You know how I was torn in two

Every time there's sorrow in my heart
You stay with me and do your part
No matter how heavy it all is
Even if it's the past that I miss

Endless tears were already shed
Whether it was alone or with you
You made life worthwhile
When you comfort and make me smile

I still love the one whom hurted me
Even when I say I don't
No one can deny the efforts I exert
Tried to change the things I did
But turning back time,
God had forbid

Decided to hide my feelings for now
Knowing that we can't control time
I pray that in this life, fate will allow
For me to heal my wounds of crime

A crime I have commited
By having no room in my heart
no room for you ...
no room for others ....
The beast inside me had possessed me

I kept you away
While I really needed you
Instead I wana thank you
for being there

I wouldn't survive with out your care
Everything around me,
I have learnt to savor
So please allow me to return the favor
And help you around

You've been nothing but a friend so true
I want to share what is left here with you
So stay because I'm your friend
But I don't want to just sit there
What I want is to make things lighter

You are a friend that I don't want to lose
To the harshness of the world and all its abuse
Please let me protect you, if you do so
Happiness is the only word you'll ever know
I can't say I love you, atleast not the word love you know

For now I like you and I won't forget
How you saved me from life's despair
No matter how long this may be

All the words are still not enough
To show, once again I'm happy
Even if life has been so tough
Thank you for being here for me