Tell me what would happen
if you followed your most forbidden impulse
would your selfless world go mad
would your special place go out of control
This a choice I have made
and at all of you I simply laugh
you see I was never under control
I have always been a twisted soul
just listen to my conversation
and understand my realization
I follow all of my desires
and live out every perverse fantasy
satisfying every hidden want
and I have done so throughout history
you see no safe want is what meets my fancy
no basic need is what walks through my desires
My happiness shadow is fed by my lust
My words had already spoken
My feelings are not wanted
In which I would never say I am a mans bride
I will never let my self be a regret of a mans heart
because you choose not to believe in me
now tell me my friends.... what do you know of me
Most would turn around yet few would smile and say
She had always been blind but she is trying to see the light of day
She is always in pain yet she will always take care of others
Her friends are ripping into her but a smile back will be her revenge
She is dieing inside yet her eyes are shinning with life
Her tears would never be shared with any ...
Even herself ...
Inside she has been crying , destroyed and unhappy
Fighting everyday not to live in her darkest fears
And that's what made her who she is
I am tough ... proud of my mistakes
My sins are nothing but scars of proudness
For knowing who I am
And If you do not like it
I can't do anything about it but ....
Smile back ...
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
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2 comments:
Ok. I am not going to say any thing about you from the things that you mentioned but listen
- make sure that every creature on our planet suffer from something but some of them keep going and smile others sit in the darkness and think that they are the only people sad in this world so we got a word called pessimistic and word called optimistic to distinguish between those people, I can not say that you are an optimistic person as long as you think a lot about what people think about you nor saying that you are pessimistic as long you are keeping going, so I can say that you are just a young girl still getting experience from this world still thinking, watching, wondering about what is happing around her, so as long as you are still getting experience you have to make mistakes since you need them to know who you are and what kind of people you are , so do what you see is the right thing and don't ask where is it because you will never find the right thing,,, so make it yourself and do it after that you will get what you really need…
nice post and I wish you all luck… keep going to get what you need…
regards
Great work,
Really nice to recognize those things in human heart and the nicest confessions to be unique.
I liked it a lot but disagree with you in some lines...
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