Him ,,,

As most of people who knows me .. they all know the younger I was ... The more idiotic I have been ... Of course ... Mistakes and scars is what made me who i am ... yet regrets may follow by the passing time , lately I've been thinking about a day I had summers ago .. I rememeber I was on a train getting back to Manchester, my phone ranged , I picked up and It was him, we spoke ... we laughed ... and hanged up on the meeting of the moring after baring in mind that I was only hours away from getting back home to Libya ...

As the morning came ..
I raised to get ready ...

I did my hair and picked up my jeans ...

I was racing time ...
I hardly made it ...

I heared the bell ringing ...
My room mate came to me giggling with excitement ...
about this grey ride that came for me ...
I recall it was a Mercedes and dam it got her jealous ...
I personally never cared about personal belongings ...
All I cared about was how gorgeous he looked ...
His smooth skin ....
The charming face ...
His voice ...
His cute chubbiness ...
His everything ....

We drove near the mountains ...
Just near Didsbury ....
On the Mancunian borders ...
The higher we got ... the closer I see the villages ...
I admit I was scared .. but not as much I was excited !
He looked at me .. with an angelic face
He said .. this is where I grew up

We reached the lake ....
The mountains were around us ....
I didn't know if I was stuck between the green grass and the blue Sky ...
Or was it the fresh breeze and the breath taking scenes ....
All I know I will never forget such a beautiful place as that one ...

We sat ... just out of one of the cabins ...
Ordered breakfast ...
And shared the talks ...
He went on and on about what a beauty he sees in me ...
But again I ain't an easy to please ...
I was torn between falling or holding up high ...

After breakfast we had a walk ...
And the more he speaks the weaker I got ...
He spoke about his childhood ...
and showed me pictures of some chain of pizzeria's that meant to be for family business ...
I wasn't intrested ...
All I was thinking of was the time tickling for me to go back and pack ...

He drove me home ...
Gave me his card ...
For me to never keep away ...
And I did keep away ....

Today he would of been twenty nine ... who is he ... I can't remember ... what is his named ... I can't recall ... I asked about him ... but no one knows ... And for the ones who did ... they kept it to their self ... I ask who is he ... they say him ... they say he was loaded ... they say keep away .... but I don't care ... All I want is to see him again ... or was that date meant to be a perfect ending ??!! I have no idea ... he might be the one ... but again I don't believe in such a thing ... but for sure I will always miss him ... and whereever he is today ... my thoughts are always with you.